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Wow...it's been a LONG time since I've undated this...I acutally found out that some people are still with xanga...so I should probably post...so I don't just forget it...after all you can't forget the little people right? J/K!! But I'm with myspace now...well I have been with myspace...but don't feel bad...I don't ever update that one either..but i do chat alot on it...and stuff..so yeah..but I should just get back to doing this!! Well as for my life lately...it's been really hecktic!! I have stress so much that I just don't know what to do anymore...and I'm the level headed one...how bad is that? Well I have school stress, with grades and teachers, then I have friends stress, b/c I am like a therapist to everyone, and for some reason I guess people trust me...cuz I keep ALOT of secrets!! And then I have my relationship stress, cuz it's just been ackward lately...and that bugs me. I found out that there is one person that I put before me!! i found that odd!! B/c well that is NOt like me...or the me I know at all!! But then I have my family stress!!! Where I have been at my dad's for about a week and a half and I don't know why!! it's all to stressful. O and I weighed myself today...and I realized I lost about 20 lbs. since last time I weighed and i weighed like 2 or 3 weeks ago!! That is how stressed I am!! I am losing weight because of it!! i hate that too...cuz I know I'm fat and everything...but I LOVE my size...just cuz I'm not skinny but I'm not like huge!! I don't know i just like it...but anywayz....everyone must comment...b/c I Love's you all!! and I'm bored...and I need something to do!! So this is my update for like a while...or until I feel like updating again!!
XOXO
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| Not Now-----Blink 182
Come here, please hold my hand for now
Help me, I'm scared please show me how to fight this,
God has a master plan and I guess
I am in His demand
Please save me, this time I cannot run
And I'll see you when this is done
And now I have come to realize
That you are the one who's left behind
Please stay until I'm gone
I'm here hold on
To me I'm right here waiting
I see, a light it feels good
And I'll come back soon just like you would
It's useless, my name has made the list
And I wish, I gave you one last kiss
Please stay until I'm gone
I'm here hold on
To me I'm right here waiting
And take my one last breath,
and don't forget
That I will be right here waiting
[x3]
Ok the reasoning for my last post was to say that yes I am still alive although i don't post or anything much anymore...but I have to get internet at my mom's house before I will get to post like I used to...but in the mean time I am still alive...and bored out of my mind...so if anyone wants to do anything...than call the cell or something...cuz I am seriously about to die from the sufication that the weather has put me under...and if this makes no sense it's cuz I just woke up and still half asleep!! So yeah...
XOXO |
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| Hey everyone...FINALLY updating!! Ok...well I really have nothing to speak of though!!
I am inviting...anyone that wants to come to the movies...
ON Saturday...To see Tristian and Isolde...Will update for where and the times...cuz I'm not sure cuz they still haven't posted them...but Will keep you up to date...PROMISE...if you really need to know...just call my cell!
XOXO
NHAILEEN
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